Plague me with this desire
must you!
To have the heart conform
and meld and change
simply to meet this need to
express, to describe.
I desire,
I desire a taste,
A taste of this - this
fire infested image
with the cold biting into the soul,
a taste of memory.
Damn you...
I've isolated myself because of this
and none seem to know,
so I'll show them this image
if only to make them see.
I am only me.
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I died inside so long ago -
it was then that the spirit left me,
the will to fight
and without my knowing
I bowed.